Just a no one living in a wrecked world. Fuck you.
30 DAYS OF THINSPO CHALLENGE 🌸
Hmm probably my fear about weight loss is that I’d gain all the weight i lost back
Stop acting so impatient for progress, did you expect to get thin over night. Like everything else in life, weight loss is a process. A hard, painstaking process full of ups and downs, hatred, heartaches and moments of near insanity.
This shit is not some go to pill that will change everything, to be skinny you have to work for it, fight for it and bleed for it. no weak bitch is ever going to make it to the finish line. All the weak ones will give up but it is the strong girls that make it to the finish line. it is the strong girls who become thinspos that the weak ones will soon worship
Until my boyfriend actually worries about me instead of encourages me,
Until my friends and family notice just how much weight I’ve really lost,
Until none of my clothes fit and I’m forced to buy a whole new wardrobe,
Until my stomach is flat, my waist tiny, my fingers dainty,
Until I’m someone’s thinspo or body goals,
Until they say “You’re so skinny!” instead of “You’re not fat”,
Until they ask, “What’s your secret?”
Until they ask, “Do you even eat?”
Until I’m dead.
-I’ll look great in anything.
-I’ll feel good with myself.
-People will start thinking “Does she eat?”
-Clothes will look so big in me.
-I’ll always look cute.
-Knee socks will look perfect in my thin legs.
-Boys/Girls will look at me and think “She looks like a super model”
-I’ll look to the mirror and love what I see.
-I’ll be able to look my bones.
-Because bones are beautiful.
-I’ll be my own thinspo.
-I’ll put my feets together and I’ll have a fucking great thigh gap.
-I’ll look fragile.
-People will hug me and be afraid of break me.
-People will pick me up and think that I’m so light.
-People will have envy of my body.
-I’ll eat whatever I want and still being thin.
Isn’t that enough? Do it for yourself, do it for the great feeling of being thin. Nothing tastes better than being thin.
• everyone says “do you even eat?”
• my knees look like theyll collapse in (but really theyre strong because i walk with confidence)
• my hands are bony
• my fingers are thin and look long
• my short limbs look longer than they actually are
• i have beautifully defined cheekbones
• i have a beautiful jawline
• my hipbones are the hipbones like in thinspo
• everyone envies my collarbones
• i can be my own thinspo
• my skinny limbs look beautiful and graceful
• my stomach is perfect
• i have a tiny waist
• i look perfect in a bikini…
• …or anything, really.
• knee high socks look adorable on me
• everyone admires me, not just because im “a nice person” but because i have a stunning body
Just been laying on the couch all day, looking at thinspo because my bf is a pro at not spending time with me. He’s in the kitchen just on my laptop. We were supposed to get the car tomorrow and go on a date but now I don’t even care.
I just want to cry.
I can’t wait until I get so thin he can’t ignore me. I hope my new doctor weighs me on Friday and sends me for labs and the labs say I’m unhealthy. I hope I can get so thin that I’m forced into treatment. I hope he worries. I hope he pays me some fucking attention. I told him I was struggling and he just avoids it/me; told me to exercise if I wanted to lose weight… after reminding me that I am bigger than he is.
I literally just want someone to notice me. I feel like an invisible mute. No one sees or hears me. My bf regularly does not listen to me when I talk, or he just talks over me. My roommate too. So I’ll just shut up and starve–let my body say what I cannot. Maybe then someone will notice.
No one cares unless you’re beautiful or dying.
What, you whale? Do you honestly think youve gotten thin that you can eat now? NO!! YOU MADE YOURSELF SO FAT THAT YOU CAN NOT EAT ANYMORE FOR A YEAR. STOP EATING AND BINGING AND COMFORTING YOURSELF THAT YOU CAN JUST PURGE IT ALL OUT. EVERYONE’S CALLING YOU A FATSO AND YOU JUST CANT PROVE THEM WRONG!!! YOURE SUPPOSED TO BE A PRINCESS, STOP SETTLING FOR WHAT YOU DONT WANT. GET THAT BODY! BE THE THINSPO THAT YOU WANT!!
•burning 1000 calories at least everyday
•always eating under 600 kcals
•actually sticking to my diet
•losing fucking weight
•not being fat
•becoming pretty
•being my own thinspo
•finally being thin enough
Because I’m a lil tired of the typical “I want a guy to notice me”… I just want something real
When you’re thin:
~you will feel your shoulder blades trying to slice through your back like bony little wings
~your under eye circles will become magnificent, like watercolour pools showing your dedication to this skinny hell
~your waist will be so tiny, everyone will have to wrap their arms around up to the elbows to hug you
~your bony knees knock together when you sit in your seat in the classroom, it’s a little uncomfortable but your thighs are so far apart it’s like they’re estranged sisters at thanksgiving dinner
~you’re so lightheaded, that you see stars all the time- your world has turned into a fucked up planetarium
~those collar bones don’t just “hold water”- they cut glass. They are clavicles some people would die for
~the boniness of your fingers feel so good clasped in the hand of another, like a string of pearls wrapped in silk
~you stay home instead of eating out with your friends- it’s bittersweet. You draw pictures of food instead, you work out, or drink tea.
~people will be a little scared or worried around you. You won’t mean to- but your body is too fluttery for them not to feel a little unnerved
You always say that you want to be thin. You’re always posting thinspo and motivation. You’re always googling low cal recipes and exercises to do. But what do you do? You eat like a fucking pig, stuff your face with fatty and oily foods. You lay around all day instead of exercising, piling on the layers of fat. Suffocating yourself with your own flabbiness. Your fat spills over your shirt, out of your pants. Your arms jiggle and your thighs wobble every time you take you take a step. You hide your body behind baggy clothes. You know how to fix this. You know how to get thin, how to lose weight, how to become beautiful. Stop making fucking excuses, get off your lazy fat ass. Start exercising, start eating better. Otherwise you’ll be the fat ugly friend forever.
